I will no longer be using this account.
You can now find me on IsaidRAWR

Just letting you guys know~

My paypal paysite: IsaidRAWR@hotmail.com

Messy sketch OC: $3
Clean sketch OC: $5
Inked OC: $6

Messy Fanart sketch: $4
Clean Fanart sketch: $6
Inked Fanart: $7
Pixelization: $9
Additional character(s) to any of the above = +1$ per character/OC

Slots:
1. (( Gaia Online )) Zero Poet - Full Body Inked (Starting Soon)
2. (( Gaia Online )) Sori Nagas - Clean Full Body (Starting Soon)
3. Open/Unoccupied

See [link] for additional info.
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For Sean. . .



-kisses his head tenderly, then hugs his head to her chest and hums softly-
So I've been wondering if you're counting the actual days or not instead of weeks as well this time, like last time. -smiles-
Oh hun. . . I really can't wait to see you. I know I said before I didn't feel as strongly but thing is there's just been mixed emotions and I can feel it, it's still there. And it's stronger than before. I'm just an idiot sometimes so I just don't see it. I guess it's common natural error. Just know that I love you with all my heart and increasingly. I'm sorry about last night. I think what caused me to overreact was a fear of losing the thing I cherish most - you. Please forgive me and know that I simply want to know I can count on and trust you. And I know I don't fully right now, but I'm trying to forget. I've already forgiven, but the second is going to take time. there's no excuse for it so all I can ask of you is to just bear with me and to know that over time and with your love, it most certainly will change, and what you have done will drift into the past. -kisses his forehead and pets his hair back- I love you Sean. I really do mean it, and I hope since my first initial change and from then on you believe me, because goodness knows, it is the simply truth. You are my life, my inspiration.
-giggle- My muse perhaps. We'll see about that, since I've yet to find one lately. (Something to push me out of my art block and back into a good wave of artings.)

Guh, I'm just feeling such incredibly strong sensations and longings for you right now that I feel like I'm going to cry and my chest is going to burst - and rather than a gruesome sight that it would be pretty colors and heart-like confetti falling around. . .

And I apologize for my ramblings here and sending such a horrendously long message, I just need to get it all out. And what better person to vent ones emotions of love and affection to than the very one those feelings are for?

I'm feeling poetic as well, obviously. Or philosophic. I'm unsure as to which.

All I know is that my chest keeps thumping as if it's going to burst.

I think I'll post all this into a journal for all to see and to be awed by how I feel for you, because I do feel that the world needs to know that I am yours and yours alone, and that my love for you is so great that no one could pull me away from you.

When I finally go to sleep - or rather before I do - I'm going to read through my old journal entries and then look at the pictures of us together and then look at some of your pictures alone simply to fuel this feeling of absolute wonder.

-Holds him close and smiles as he sleeps, she softly kisses his forehead, then lays back against a small heap of pillows she had set up for a comfortable love nest. She cradles him the best she can (being so much smaller than him) in her arms to where his head can rest against her breast. She smiles lovingly and again kisses his forehead, then puts her own forehead against his and closes her eyes and a few tears slide down her cheeks. She whispers to herself about how lucky she is to have such an amazing being in her arms, and seemingly created for her to have, and for her to be his as well. She gently held him there and kept herself warm simply by being still with him laying on her, his body heat flooding her own body and nearly making her shudder as it changed her temperature. She whispered once again to herself, this time about the simply wonder of her being with someone who made her feel such an amazing and curious emotion. It filled her body from head to toe and made her tingle with shyness even as he slept and couldn't see her, she knew how he felt of her, and just the lightest of those feelings of which he has expressed to her, make her blush, which then made her embarrassed due to vulnerability. She kissed his cheek, then his forehead once more before adjusting so that their bodies were more level and she was able to lie next to him and worm into his arms without too much movement so that he may remain asleep. Once nestled and comfy, she smiled and nuzzled lovingly into his chest and wrapped her arms around his lower torso, holding him tightly as she, too, drifted off to sleep, in the safest place in the world: The arms of the one she loves and now and forever belongs to.-

I love you Sean. Rest well for we have a lot to show and express each other for when I arrive. and by rest well I mean get the best rest you are able to night-by night until I am finally there, I can't wait to see what you have in store for me this time, and no matter what happens, know that I will have a wonderful time.

Goodnight love.



Readers: If you spot ANY spelling or general errors in this entry, please let me know. This is special, so 'd like to have done it right at the very least. . .
Sean AND Readers: I know I don't have much to offer, and my body isn't the greatest and I'm not the hottest girl out there, and I don't make much money very often, and i can be a total pain in the ass. So the best I can offer is simple forms of art that I am capable of. I know Sean, you've been expecting some drawings, but I'm waiting for my next artistic wave to come along because if I just try to draw without it, I fear the drawing may come out low-quality. Thus, I will wait so I can do the best I can for you. For now, please know that I express these emotions and feelings to that I can let you know the best I can just how much I love you, while I can't be there to physically show you.

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My FA: [link]
My SA (Storm-Artists profile): [link]
My Gaia Art Shop: [link]

My paypal paysite: IsaidRAWR@hotmail.com

Messy sketch OC: $3
Clean sketch OC: $5
Inked OC: $6

Messy Fanart sketch: $4
Clean Fanart sketch: $6
Inked Fanart: $7
Pixelization: $9
Additional character(s) to any of the above = +1$ per character/OC

Slots:
1. (( Gaia Online )) Zero Poet - Full Body Inked (Starting Soon)
2. (( Gaia Online )) Sori Nagas - Clean Full Body (Starting Soon)
3. Open/Unoccupied

See [link] for additional info.
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Well, I start school again on Monday so expect delays. that's about it. But remember, delays means that it might take me a few weeks up to a month to get a commission done. It all depends on my homework and how much time I have to work on the commission.
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My FA: [link]
My SA (Storm-Artists profile): [link]
My Gaia Art Shop: [link]

My paypal paysite: IsaidRAWR@hotmail.com

Messy sketch OC: $3
Clean sketch OC: $5
Inked OC: $6

Messy Fanart sketch: $4
Clean Fanart sketch: $6
Inked Fanart: $7
Pixelization: $9
Additional character(s) to any of the above = +1$ per character/OC

Random info about my commissions:
I will not do mature content in any commission requested of me from DA. Pixelization is an experimental I'm doing. It will mainly be similar to my :thumb67424103: deviation and is mostly exclusive to being scenery. They will be very small artworks, similar in size to the deviation recently referenced to. They may be used as banners so long as you inform me of what and where to put the title of the place you will be using the item as a banner for so I may add it to the pixelization. Please cut me some slack on anatomy. For me, it needs to be highly referenced and I need MUCH practice on them, just fyi. I do not do coloring. If you would like these to be colored, you may color them yourself. The artwork done by me is copyrighted to me and will be uploaded into my gallery and onto my FA, as well as SA (Storm-Artists). The rights of these artworks that customers have are as follows: You may copy, save, and color an image that you have paid for. You may claim that you colored the artwork, if you have in fact have done so. You may NOT alter the image what so ever ( except color it ). That means you may not re-size it, add watermarks, change anything on it such as adding/removing lines, etc. If you color your purchase, PLEASE show me the result. Follow basic commissioning rules please. Remember, I reserve the right to reject any requests or parts of the requests. If there are any issues with your request, I'll be sure to discuss them with those who commission me. =3

If there is a specific style you'd like me to try and use (like if there's a character from a game or from an anime) that you'd like me to use, let me know and I'll try to accurately do your commission in their style.

I also ask that you send me references for the requested characters so that I may get things right. Also upon requesting a commission, expect me to ask for many details about the piece. You may request it by noting me, or IMing me. My messenger names are provided on my profile page.

If you commission me, please do not send me the money until I have completed the item you have requested. Once I have completed your item, I will send you the low res. version. Once you pay me, you will then receive the full version.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask~
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My FA: [link]
My SA (Storm-Artists profile): [link]
My Gaia Art Shop: [link]

When I get back from visiting Sean, I may try drawing more.

I don't draw very often as you few watchers of mine may see, so. . .

Yeah. x.x

Inspire me? =3=